Tak tau kenapa malam ni rasa nak mengamuk sakan... mungkin sebab penat kut. My pyshical and mind, tired. Shouldn't treat my son like that, but I couldn't stand it..its like a cherry on top of the cake... maybe its becoz of the ps2.. or the person who never stop from playing it n influenced my son too, sitting infront of it and start acting like he knows everything!!.. Geramnya!!! Kalau buat homework, ada aje alasan.. penatlah, mengantuklah.. lapar lah... mata pedih kalau buat homework lelamala... ishk apa lagi alasannya...
Geram sangat, considerla skit.. weekend, nak privacy ngan family after the whole week struggle to complete task! I am tired,... i am really, really tired...I need a breathe.. please give me some space!!!
Bukan tak nak terima tetamu, but it will drag me into another probs... 1) my son jadi degil... mandi susah.. makan tak nak... game aje yg dia ingat.. 2) I'm automaticly dragged into org lain punya personnal affair (family)..
Entahlah.. apa yang I merapu ni..Gosh!!! Betullah.. I need to take a break for a holiday alone... pampered myself, do whatever I wanna do.. sightseeing, captures reality into my dslr..sleep..eat.. sleep.. eat.. spa (aha!!) But when?? Huh!
My dear (My son n My teddybear), I am too tired.. please understands me... I am struggling to pull out myself from day dreaming and into a reality!! Plase support me in whatever I do (I am still a wife and mother). I dont want to be a superstar!! just a
SIMPLE ME, MYSELF & I...
IF YOU'RE LOST, YOU CAN LOOK
AND YOU WILL FIND ME...TIME AFTER TIME
IF YOU FALL, I WILL CATCH YOU
I'LL WAITING.. TIME AFTER TIME..
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